Review: “Lamentations and the Tears of the World”

Kathleen O’Connor. Lamentations and the Tears ofthe World. Maryknoll, N.Y.: Orbis, 2002.

O’Connor’s purpose is to recommend Lamentations as an instrument of personal and communal healing. Lamentations’ “theology of witnessing” is for her a theological antidote to blind praise amid suffering, as well as a way of validating pain and protesting suffering in the world. Part I consists largely of commentary on the text of Lamentations, chapter by chapter and section by section (or “panel”). Part II consists of thoughtful reflections upon Lamentations’ theology, purposes, and applications for the individual and the community.

Chapter one describes the purpose of Lamentations, which is at its core the expression of suffering and pain, rather than explanation or comfort. She observes, “Lamentations is not depressing; it cannot cause sorrow, hostility, or despair; it cannot evoke emotions readers do not already know. Rather than creating pain, it reveals pain” (3). In a Western culture that tries to cover, ignore or drown out pain, Lamentations is a breath of fresh air and cool honesty. Lamentations is testimony of a bitter, wounded and unhealed people who sit amid the wreckage of society, religion and life.

One of the strengths of O’Connor’s work is her recognition of poetic form and its relevance to interpretation. The use of acrostic form, multiple perspectives/voices, the personification of Jerusalem as a woman—these are all tools used deliberately and sharply by the poet(s) to communicate pain and protest with cool, horrific calculation rather than dismissible hysteria.

In chapter two, O’Connor demonstrates the nexus between the acrostic form and the content of Lamentations 1. The narrator’s perspective (1:1-11b) is that Daughter Zion is responsible for her own fall; she has been an unfaithful wife to YHWH. Zion, by contrast, desires a hearing, any attention that could be paid to her suffering:

The deepest need of Zion is for God to see, to become aware of the way events are destroying her. She admits her sinfulness, but she knows her attacking foes are not free of sin either….If only God would look, pay attention, hear, then God might learn how much her world and her life are in chaos. God might change things, might comfort her, or at least, might stop attacking her and destroy her enemies. (28)

In Lamentations 2 the observer is drawn more to Zion’s interpretation of the situation, and the focus shifts from Zion’s suffering to YHWH’s agency. The first panel of poetry, 2:1-10, describes in great detail YHWH’s unrelenting attack. By 2:11-19, the second panel, the observer is wholly on Zion’s side, empathizing with her pain, acknowledging the role of foreigners, and giving her advice. Suffering of her children is the ultimate, indescribable, unquantifiable terror and despair. The observer despairs of “bearing witness” (`od) for her (2:13), but that is actually the very thing she wants (39). If Zion is not primarily to blame, who is? Prophets, passersby, enemies, but ultimately it is YHWH’s fault (2:16-17). The narrator successfully incites Zion to protest in the third panel (2:20-22). God does not respond, nor does Zion speak from here on in the book. But she has gained an advocate: the narrator (43).

Lamentations 3 introduces the geber, “strongman,” a protector who is unable to fulfill his role. O’Connor observes that the imbalance in length between Lamentations 1-2 and 4-5 prevents Lamentations 3 from being considered the unambiguous center of the book, “dumping cold water on optimists seeking a quick escape from the book’s painful world” (45). The geber levels two complaints against YHWH: 3:1-21 and 3:42b-66, surrounding a section concerning YHWH’s divine mercies (3:22-42a). The first complaint is that YHWH has attacked him and his people. After reflecting on YHWH’s mercies and his own culpability, the second complaint concerns YHWH’s promised forgiveness for sin. “We have done our part” in confession, but YHWH has not forgiven and restored them (53). Lamentations 3 is “theologically conflicted,” with elements of hope and despair. The “decentering of the book’s hope” in Lamentations 3 is not the absence of hope, but the recognition that “hope is one experience of survival, one interlude in coming to grips with tragedy” (57).

In chapters five and six, O’Connor once again reflects upon the effect of the poetic form on the meaning of the book: “I assume Lamentations to be a carefully crafted work of art and that the variations in form and length express meanings” (71). Everything about this Lamentations 4 is abbreviated: the acrostic is only 44 lines, the lines themselves are shorter, the narrative voice is less personal, and the tone is somewhat diminished—yet the content is still horrifying. Lamentations 5 is yet shorter than Lamentations 4, and abandons the acrostic form—an abandonment which “signifies an abandonment of efforts to contain suffering within a recognizable alphabetical order” (71). “The refusal of resolution enables the book in its turbulence, conflict, and confusion to portray pain without compromise” (71). Terseness and bluntness characterize these two chapters. The community together describes the hopelessness of the attack (4:17-20), and lashes out in anger against its enemies (4:21-22). The passing of the cup to Edom implies that YHWH’s judgment will soon pass not only to Edom but away from Judah: “Amelioration of pain must surely follow….In the future, things will get better, but that future may be distant indeed” (69). The two sections of Lamentations 5 describe “What God should see” (5:1-18) and “What God should do” (5:19-22). After focusing YHWH’s attention on all that has befallen them, the people hope for “a double-edged movement”: YHWH will return to them, and they will return to him. Yet the book concludes without hope—hope that is present in Lamentations 3 but that the book “cannot sustain” (79). “To do so would be to lie, to cover over, to deny the reality of the survivor’s longing for God’s missing voice” (79).

In chapter seven O’Connor addresses the silence of God in Lamentations. If a hypothetical “Lamentations 6” had been composed with an answer, “no matter what God said, Lamentations would come to premature resolution, and the book’s capacity to house sorrow would dissipate” (85). Lamentations in this way “honors truth-telling and denies ‘denial’” (86)—denial that most of the world lives in relative poverty and insecurity, denial of family tragedies, and denial of pain. Lamentations mirrors human sorrow and permits it to stand unmitigated and unanswered—“It calls us to see” (94-95).

Chapter eight builds a theology of witness from the transformation of the narrator in Lamentations, who “is changed by seeing and hearing and attending to the pain of Zion” (109). What a sufferer requires, more than anything else, is for someone to see his/her pain and empathize. Efforts to comfort by finding “a silver lining in a cloud,” or by comparing suffering, trivialize suffering. Lamentations is able to “summon us to our despair, personal and cultural” (109). It is only when we fully acknowledge our suffering and the suffering of others that healing can begin. But O’Connor does not paint a clear picture of what healing looks like in practice; she alludes to “victims regaining power” (102), but does not sufficiently address the danger of abused becoming abuser, or the possibility of forgiveness.

Chapter nine reflects on the many ways that interpreters have dealt with Lamentations’ apparent portrayal of God as an abuser. Rather than ignoring or justifying divine abuse, or rejecting an abusing divinity altogether, O’Connor proposes that Lamentations needs to be set within its historical and cultural context and acculturated to modern understanding of God’s causal role in the world. In her view it is “obscene” to hold that God caused the Holocaust, 9-11, etc. (120). Rather, she clings to “hope” that God is powerless amidst evil, rather than its author (122). She is more comfortable emotionally with a non-omnipotent deity (and the consequent philosophical difficulties) than with the idea that an omnipotent deity could allow or cause evil.

In the concluding chapter, O’Connor reflects on the value of laments for our prayers on behalf of ourselves and the world. Such prayers staunchly call God to action, and also drive us to yearn for God. Yet one wonders how O’Connor conceives of the efficacy of prayer to the non-omnipotent deity for which she hoped in chapter nine. In her epilogue, O’Connor attempts to resolve the question raised in chapter seven by expounding Second Isaiah’s response to Lamentations—a response she likens to an apology from an abusive husband (146).

O’Connor’s book is borne out of careful study of the text, but also personal testimony to pain and suffering (xiii). Careful observations on form and content (and the nexus thereof) yield valuable applications for the faithful reader. Yet in attempting to tie the themes together in a coherent interpretation, O’Connor fails philosophically to account for the true depth of the problem of suffering in Lamentations. For faithful readers through the centuries, Lamentations has been simultaneously the unmitigated human protest against God, and the inspired word of God himself—an implicit tension which O’Connor barely considers.

As a Christian interpreter, O’Connor could have found in the doctrine of the incarnation—in which God condescends to enter and experience the worst of human suffering—a deep and profound answer to the proclamation of suffering in Lamentations. Were this merely a commentary on Lamentations, this could be overlooked, but a Christian theological, philosophical or pastoral treatment of suffering needs to include the cross.

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Rent Garments

In 2 Kings 22, the long-lost but newly-discovered book of Deuteronomy is read before Josiah, and the king rends his garments in anguish and mourning over the sins that he and his people have committed apart from knowledge of the law.

In Romans 2:12, Paul writes: “For all who have sinned without the law will also perish without the law, and all who have sinned under the law will be judged by the law.”

I possess the scriptures of the Old and New Testaments, and have read them several times in their entirety. I own more than twenty copies of the Bible, in seven different languages, including seven different English translations. I have three degrees in biblical studies.

I know “what is good and what the Lord requires of me” (Mic 6:8). When was the last time I “rent my garments” in repentance for my sins?

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Links: 11 February 12

An interesting discussion of culture, sports, character and masculinity.

As a fan of both Stephen Colbert and the Citizen’s United decision, I appreciated this take on Colbert’s running gag/critique of the electoral system. The real problem in politics is not the money, but the scope of government oversight. If members of congress had less power, they would not be targets of lobbying, and elections would mean less.

On a recent Econtalk, Russ discusses ethics and the moral foundations of economic behavior with David Rose–a stimulating episode.

Ron Paul fans, take heart!


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Back from Africa

The blog has been quiet for the last month. Here’s what’s been going on…

On Thursday, January 26, Corrie and I left home for South Africa. We dropped Daniel off with my mom in NJ, and flew from JFK Int’l first thing Friday morning. It was 16 hours to Jo’burg, then 2 more to Cape Town. We stayed with our friends, Piet and Colette, the first night; then in Stellenbosch for three days, on a game reserve for one night, and in Cape Town for three more, concluding our trip with a Sunday-to-Monday return trip (missing the Super Bowl!).

The trip was wonderful. I successfully passed my third MTh exam on Monday morning and defended my thesis on Monday afternoon. Once I make the final revisions/corrections ordered by the committee, I will graduate “with distinction.” Those revisions are due next Friday, so I started as soon as we got back–most of the technical revisions are done, so all that remain are the clarifying points that the committee requested in a few spots.

The days leading up to the trip were consumed with teaching Sunday school, preparations for travel, studying for the exams, and planning two weeks’ worth of music at church for the team in my absence. Now that I’m back, music picks right back up again for me–practice this evening, worship on Sunday.

I also plan to give two papers this spring at the local SBL and ETS conferences. The ETS paper needs to be in by next Wednesday, so I’m feverishly trying to finish that off amidst my thesis revisions. Then, thankfully, I’ll have a month to work on the SBL paper–it will be an adaptation of a thesis chapter.

After spring papers, I will work on a doctoral proposal, with the goal of submitting in mid- to late-April. After that, I will spend a couple of months brushing up on my German before laying into the doctoral research in July or so.

Many things–many good things. The trip was a wonderful reminder of God’s blessings, especially my wife, Corrie. As much as we missed Daniel, we were glad for the time to focus on each other–and for all the things that we could be free to do without him! He did get sick while we were away, though…

Hopefully I’ll be able to blog some more in the weeks to come.

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Lamentations 1-2: Look, YHWH, and See!

“Look, YHWH, and See!” is a sermon I preached at Lansdale Presbyterian Church last Sunday. The text is Lamentations 1-2, and the book of Lamentations more generally. This sermon was originally prepared for a Sunday morning at Preakness Valley URC back in August, but Hurricane Irene prevented me from traveling to NJ–the service ended up being canceled.

So, when given my first opportunity to preach at my home church, I finally mustered my courage and preached on Lamentations. Faithful readers of this blog (luv ya, Mom) will recognize elements of my previous work in Lamentations. I hope I was able to bring a personal perspective on the object of my academic study–head meeting heart, as it were.

Here is the MP3 audio (33:07, 30.3MB), and an excerpt:

Let me suggest to you that Lamentations points us forward to an answer to the questions of evil and God’s justice. That answer is this: I don’t know the ultimate answer to the problem of evil; but I trust the God who does. I trust the God who became a man, looked evil straight in the eye and said, “Do your worst,” taking all the pain, suffering, death and misery upon himself. Murders, tortures, rapes, the anguish of losing a close friend, the pain of rejection and separation—Jesus experienced all of these. Even if I can’t fathom how a truly loving God can permit evil to exist, I can trust that he has experienced it all.

Audio and text: ©2012 by Benjamin D. Giffone. Reproduction and distribution are permitted, providing that the author is properly credited and that no fee is charged.

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Links: 4 January 2012

Happy New Year! Here are some links I hope you will find interesting.

I’m no animal-rights person–not by a long shot–but the economist in me appreciates this article on vegetarian meals because it forces the reader to take full account of the consequences of choices–even the hidden consequences. It’s Bastiat’s "Seen and Unseen."

Sam pointed me to this article on the function of Christian texts in an electronic age. I appreciate a good discussion of the nexus between form, medium and content.

This article about a little girl who was "born" twice raises afresh the of questions of personhood, abortion and rights. With technology changing rapidly, enabling fetal surgery and the survival of infants born even more prematurely, our society will be forced very soon to come to grips with the contemporary Holocaust. God have mercy on us all.

I was only seven when this happened, but it’s been two decades since the fall of the Soviet Union.

Finally, a 1902 article by Geerhardus Vos recommends biblical theology and anticipates the development of postmodern biblical studies in the late twentieth century–fascinating.

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Hanukkah for Christians?

As a Christian with a Jewish father and a “Messianic” upbringing, I have struggled with the rightness of appropriating elements of Jewish culture into my own family. I don’t want to pass myself off as something that I am not. But since Jewishness is reckoned by religion, culture, and/or descent, I have at least two out of three going for me. I believe that Christians can learn quite a bit from Jewish tradition, which has wrestled for two-and-a-half millennia with the Hebrew scriptures–longer than Christians have. Furthermore, the earliest Christians were Jews and conceived of themselves as constituting a true remnant of Israel. There, of course, my Jewish friends would part ways with me–but I can learn from their way of understanding themselves as Israel.

I’m going out a limb to say that Christians can celebrate Hanukkah, too. I know it’s possible, because I do. This evening my wife, my son and I lit candles on our menorah and sang, “Ma`oz Tsur.” We don’t typically exchange gifts, but we read the Hanukkah story from the book of Maccabees and thank God for preserving the Jewish people.

So, what do Christians without ethno-cultural Jewish background need to know about Hanukkah?

Working our way backward, it’s important to note that Jesus celebrated Hanukkah:

“At that time the Feast of Dedication took place at Jerusalem. It was winter, and Jesus was walking in the temple, in the colonnade of Solomon. So the Jews gathered around him and said to him, ‘How long will you keep us in suspense? If you are the Christ, tell us plainly.'” (John 10:22-24)

Hanukkah is the Hebrew word for “dedication.” This feast is not commanded in the (Written) Torah or mentioned specifically in the Old Testament (Tanak), because its inception is in the 160s BCE, precipitated by the Maccabean Revolt.

After the period of Persian hegemony in the Middle East–including the land of Judea (Yehud)–Alexander the Great swept over the Persian Empire, conquering as far as India. After Alexander’s premature death in 323 BCE, his empire was divided among his four generals. For the next two centuries, the land of Judea was alternately under the control of the Seleucid Greeks from the north (Syria) or the Ptolemaic Greeks from the south (Egypt).

These were very difficult times for the Jews in Palestine, as you can imagine. Some wanted to Hellenize (assimilate to Greek culture), while others wanted to maintain their traditional Jewish identity and religion–a perennial tension within Jewish communities. Under the control of Antiochus III (Seleucid), the Jews enjoyed a degree of self-government and religious freedom. But his son, Antiochus IV Epiphanes, attacked Jerusalem in 167 BCE, banned traditional Jewish worship (sacrifices, Sabbath observance, circumcision), and installed the Zeus cult in the temple.

These events are described in 1 Maccabees 1. 1 Macc 2 describes the uprising of Mattathias the priest and his sons: John, Simeon, Judah, Eleazar and Jonathan. Even after Mattathias’ death, his sons–called the “Maccabees” after Judah’s nickname, “The Hammer”–led a successful guerrilla campaign that drove Antiochus’ generals out of Jerusalem (1 Macc 3:1-4:35).

Because the temple had been desecrated, it had to go through a process of purification. This purification included the destruction of the unclean altar and the erection of a new altar. The consequent celebration each lasted eight days:

“All the people fell on their faces and worshiped and blessed Heaven, who had prospered them. So they celebrated the dedication of the altar for eight days, and joyfully offered burnt offerings; they offered a sacrifice of well-being and a thanksgiving offering….Then Judas and his brothers and all the assembly of Israel determined that every year at that season the days of dedication of the altar should be observed with joy and gladness for eight days, beginning with the twenty-fifth day of the month of Chislev.” (1 Macc 4:55-56, 59)

According to tradition, there was only enough sacred oil to perform the purification rites for a single day, but it miraculously lasted the full eight days required. This is why Hanukkah lasts eight days. Hanukkah menorot (plural of menorah) have nine branches rather than seven (as the temple menorah did): the middle candle is lit each night and then used to light the others. This is why Hanukkah candles come in packs of 44 (2 for the first night, 3 for the second night, 4 for the third, etc.). Small gifts may be exchanged, and foods made with oil are served, particularly latkes, potato pancakes.  Children play a game with a special four-sided spinning top called a dreidel.

For Jews, Hanukkah is a celebration of God’s salvation for His people–just like Purim and Pesach (from Esther and Exodus). Christians should also thank God at Hanukkah, for at least three reasons.

First, we see how God rescues those who honor him. Mattathias and his sons were inspired by zeal for God, refusing to abandon their faith and the commandments. We read in the New Testament of Jews such as these, notably Simeon who was “righteous and devout, looking forward to the consolation of Israel” (Lk 2:25).

Second, we see that God is sovereign over world affairs. The book of Daniel makes veiled reference to Antiochus IV and the Maccabean Revolt (8:8-25; 11:29-39). The message is clear and consistent with that of the entire book: rulers who exalt themselves to the place of the God of Israel will be humbled and destroyed–Nebuchadnezzar, Belshazzar, Darius, Antiochus, Caesar, or any other “divine” king.

Finally, we thank God for His preservation of the Jewish people, to whom, Paul says, “belong adoption, the glory, the covenants, the giving of the law, the worship, and the promises” (Rom 9:4). Furthermore, the one whom Christians call ‘Christ’, the Messiah Jesus, was born a Jew only a century-and-a-half later. Paul says, “But when the fullness of time had come, God sent his Son, born of a woman, born under the law, in order to redeem those who were under the law, so that we might receive adoption as children” (Gal 4:4-5). In God’s Providence, the “fullness of time” had not yet come–had Antiochus succeeded in destroying the Jewish people and religion, we would have no Messiah–and no salvation.

There’s a lot more to say on Hanukkah, of course. Two thousand years’ worth of water have passed under the bridge between Jews and Christians–and not always fresh water. But Jews and Christians have much in common, and thankfulness for Hanukkah should be one of them.

So, this holiday season, wish your Jewish friends a sincere “Happy Hanukkah” from the bottom of your heart. Remember God’s salvation of the Jews in 166 BCE–and his Salvation for all in Yeshua, his Son.

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Christopher Hitchens, 1949-2011

Numerous eulogies have been written in the last 48 hours for Christopher Hitchens: here and here. Perhaps most moving for me is the tribute by Douglas Wilson, Hitchens’ sparring partner, co-author and friend.

Hitchens was perhaps the most reflective and thoughtful of the New Atheists. I appreciated his essays in Vanity Fair and The Atlantic, particularly his thoughts on politics and literary criticism. One of my favorite EconTalk episodes contains his reflections on my favorite book, 1984.

Paul Ricoeur’s three-stage biblical hermeneutic begins with a period of naïve reflection, followed by a critical detour, and finally a return to a faith perspective. In my thoughtful examination of my own religious perspective on the world, Hitchens was at times a key part of my “critical detour,” a challenging exercise, lifting me out of my navel-gazing stupor. I saw him speak once with Wilson at an event promoting their book, and I was impressed by their regard for each other as human beings.

As a writer, Hitchens had few peers in wit, elegance and style. His mind and pen bore unwilling, unwitting tribute to common grace, the image of the Creator reflected in the creature. It is a shame that this creature never acknowledged the Creator whose blessings he enjoyed. The world will miss you, Hitch.

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Article in PBU Today; Dr. Sam Hsu

Several months back I was honored by a request to write the feature story for PBU Today, the quarterly magazine of my alma mater.  The article, “Unless You Have Utterly Rejected Us,” is published in the Winter 2011 edition and is available on the web here.  I haven’t received my print copy of PBU Today yet, but the layout on the website is very beautiful–I’m sure Carrie Givens is behind it.

This article is based on my research on the book of Lamentations and on my recent presentation at PBU’s Agora Conference.  The theme of the conference was “Heart, Soul and Mind,” and focused on the health and healing of our inner selves.  In my presentation and my essay, I attempted to draw out a few things the book of Lamentations can teach us about suffering, comfort and healing.

Little did I or the editorial staff know that this article would be arriving in thousands of homes this week, a week of mourning for the PBU family.  On Thursday, December 1, Dr. Samuel Hsu, Distinguished Professor of Music and Chair of Keyboard studies, was struck by a car outside his Philadelphia home and rushed to the hospital with fatal injuries.  He died the next day, and services were held this week at Tenth Presbyterian Church, where he was a ruling elder.

Dr. Hsu was a pillar of PBU, perhaps the most intelligent and talented person ever associated with the school.  PBU has posted many moving tributes detailing his life, his ministry, and his enduring contributions to the school here. His former student and current colleague, Kile Smith, wrote a wonderful tribute here.

I was not a music major at PBU, but I knew Dr. Hsu moderately well through his involvement with the Honors Program and through my many friends (and wife) who were music majors.  He was involved in my sister’s wedding, since he was a close friend and mentor of my brother-in-law.  We also had many mutual friends through Westminster, Tenth, and the PCA.

Dr. Hsu always had a kind and encouraging word for everyone.  If anyone had a right to boast of intellect and ability, it would have been him–yet he perpetually reflected the humility and deference of a true servant of Christ.  I remember quite a few conversations with him on the train after long days at school.  We would talk about travels, friends, Scripture, philosophy, anything–then I would disembark at Jenkintown while he continued on to Center City.

As the PBU family–all of us Dr. Hsu’s children in some sense–mourns his death, we look with pain and expectation to the resurrection.  Between now and then, we will miss him, and many others whom we have lost and will yet lose.  Yet YHWH loses none who call upon him.  He sees the suffering of his children, and hears the groaning of the broken world that he created good–and he grieves with us.

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Completing a Thesis

Speaking a few weeks ago with a friend who is working on his doctoral dissertation, had a chance to think through many of the factors that have contributed to my successful completion of a master’s thesis. I don’t mean to brag–no one is more surprised than I am–but I completed a 51,000-word thesis in less than 7 months of writing.

My hope is that some of these ideas will be helpful to fellow students working on theses or dissertations.

1. In the time/planning/scheduling realm…

  • I made a general plan for my chapters, and scheduled them at intervals so as to complete a first draft of the completed project three weeks before the deadline to defend and graduate. My advisor wanted to see the chapters as I wrote them, and he has been wonderful in providing feedback, encouragement and further research avenues.
  • I made a target page count, higher than final target of approximately 100-120 1.5-spaced pages (40,000-50,000 words), in order to account for final editing. Then I scheduled these pages per week, about 5-6 pages (2000-2400 words).
  • I made a chart for hours spent reading/writing. My goal was to spend 2.5 hrs reading and 7.5 writing every week. This was a reasonable target for me, since I work full time and do ministry. I thought about it this way: two hours after work each weekday, plus a lunch hour, plus a long Tuesday evening while Corrie teaches lessons, adds up to 17.5 hours. I was certain that I could make 10 of those hours productive, and then my weekends and other evenings would be free for my family.
  • I chose my own schedule as 7:00-3:30, so I was finishing my research by 5:30 and usually home by 5:45. Early on, I tried to get up early and do research before work, but that does not work for me. My job requires so little thought and gives me so little stress that I’m usually ready and rarin’ to go by 3:30. During work I’ll often listen to the texts I’ll be studying, or lectures on the texts/topics. Afternoon works for me, but it might not be for everyone.
  • Once I’d written my target amount for the week, I’d enjoy myself. I would sometimes work extra and get ahead if I felt inspired, but I try to make sure to rest and reward myself. I read economics for fun; I played with Daniel, played in the band, watched football, etc.

2. In the academic/intellectual/creative realm…

  • Besides a chapter schedule, I made a list of propositions and structured my argument. I had four main chapters in addition to an introduction and a conclusion, but I wrote out 11 propositions and listed them briefly in my introduction. Some propositions were so well-established in the literature that I would simply need to summarize and apply that literature. Other propositions I had to prove by my own research in the original texts. Structuring the argument gave me direction, and each chapter contributed (more or less) to prove one or several of my propositions, building upon the other chapters/propositions.
  • I kept writing, even through the fog. The foggiest times were when I would start afresh at the beginning of a chapter cycle (6 weeks). I found it difficult at first to remember and creatively activate the kernel of thought from which I had intended the chapter to sprout. The best way to work through it, I found, is to trust my grand plan (affirmed by my advisor), put my head down, and write through it. The fragments began to come together by the second week each time around, and by the sixth week I was finishing off a chapter of 8,000-11,000 words.

3. In the practical, hour-to-hour, Sitzfleisch realm…

  • I found I can’t spend long hours working–two or three (max) hours at a time is best. One could perhaps do two hours in the morning and two hours in the afternoon, but whenever I had a larger chunk of time, I had to make a plan for those hours, or else I would end up stretching out a two-hour goal into five hours.
  • I didn’t spend long hours in the library; I tend to go on research bunny trails, which are deadly. I used JSTOR and Google Books to read and preview articles and chapters to make my library time short and productive. Without those online tools, and easy access to Westminster’s library, this would have taken much longer to complete.
  • I found a quiet, consistent, non-fun place I can study, and I pretty much just go there. For me it was at the office; I cannot study/write at home. Sometimes I’ll go to a coffee shop to get out of the house, but it becomes inconvenient if I need a lot of books–I keep most of them at the office.
  • Two or three days out of seven, I felt like I wouldn’t be able to complete the thesis, or I would hit a creative wall. I would simply tell myself, “You can do it,” and push on through those days. One of the books I read on thesis-writing put it this way: think of all the people who are smarter than you who don’t have a doctorate, and then think of all the people not as smart as you who do have doctorates. There are plenty of each; the difference is perseverance. The thesis doesn’t have to be perfectly publishable, just passable.

I hope my experiences proves to be helpful for you. If you’ve completed a long project, perhaps you’d share what sorts of things kept you on track.

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